Sore Throat Worse In Evenings And Morning

[..] Umbrella ...

I see One day on my calendar and have to say but horrified that I still live in September. We write today the 10/25/2010. October is almost back around. Autumn is already here and until my birthday there are only a few weeks.

The time has passed so quickly in recent months. The whole year has somehow pulled up to me by .. or we rather say it has pulled me with him. From a shitty beginning .. of highs and lows, with high points and lows, marked by sadness, hate but also love and happiness. A roller coaster feeling. A story - my story, my drama-their turn in the 7th has found 12 records. The start of something new. Something big.

My one and all. My companion. My other half. Unbelievable how fast it can develop from a precipice a field of flowers.

not last three months alone. It must be this: a wonderful feeling. One, that I never want to miss again.

Even if he gives me more than I've earned ugly duckling at all, he can not take my memory. He has given me something back that I had thought to have lost .. I mean .. my own. my inner feelings, which had completely collapsed into itself.

I can just to the many drops of blood that I shed even the so remember exactly than I would have all collected separately and counted. But time has healed the wounds. But unfortunately, not disappeared. I am always reminded of this time. One time when I never want to live. But be sunk into a hole from which they themselves no longer go out, but nobody is really able to help out.

When alone in the rain .. or better is alone on the floor .. they are waiting for a helping hand because you are too weak even to get up .. but one waits in vain

But suddenly -. and especially when it least expected - one is suddenly bipedal. Suddenly, you feel again, as our heart beats. But what is better a thousand times, is when you yourself are the reason that the heart of someone else beats 4x faster than normal.


I lost a lot. .. but also lost a lot .. and with what I have at the moment, I'm almost satisfied. I live .. I laugh .. AND .. I love ..
But what at least feels just great, is to be loved ...


In this sense ... You can stand under my Umbrella ...