Every day we meet people. Every day we see things that we do not see that we like or we no longer even aware of true because they are quite simply to our everyday life. And there are things that we take just the latest under the microscope to observe or investigate.
is given yet, but the perception that each person is different. That each person decides for himself how he feels fine, outstanding, or ugly. But why the appearance plays in our society today .. here in the 21 Century to such an important role?
Although the term is "ideal beauty" not only by Karl Lagerfeld and Dolce and Gabbana ... and yet the contents of that term in the last centuries has changed yet decided. Where used to be feminine curves were in high demand, we see today only hunger. And all the world emulate such ideals. Whatever. Weight loss and sports for the correct figure may well be okay, but there are also nations that have to do more for the Western ideal of beauty.
Japanese can pull up the eyelids to more eyes . Get Chinese can even cut up the bones to grow by 20 cm. And in Africa fighting dark-skinned women at any price for a lighter skin and smaller noses.
is to achieve the goal of beauty just about every young girl. Models are considered today as role models. Hollywood is the modern catalog of beauty ideals. Of athletic bodies, a la Jessica Alba to the full lips of Megan Fox.
songs I must admit that I myself to the girls belong to, which would replace one's own body rather with that of Giselle Bundchen, Heidi and Co.. I also belong to the Mädelz by certain male and female groups of people are inundated with compliments. I will be looked stupid if I use the phrase "I'm too fat" even begin. Apparently I'm blind because I feel sexy curves do not feel as nice. is all well and good that many people love me as I am, ...
should only I might start at some point to me to love myself as I am.
Even though I'm back from anorexia it out, the calorie count, the bad conscience for a piece of cake to want to look pretty permanent pressure, my nerves destroys .. and what's worse, unfortunately I can not help it. It is me exemplified by the company Sun Throughout this slender, beautiful women who wear dress size 32 to 36 and each trend can join. They fit into every crack ... can carry a man with ease on the door sill or to bed without lifting a break ..
It may be sick, but I stand by it that I need to catalog the typical model would again belong to . I have the dream of a cover girl has not given up.
Even though I'm back in my beauty scale slipped pretty far down ... I know I can create my wounds ... it is not really difficult .. You only need a huge amount of stamina and willpower.
But I admit that beauty first, a fairly wide-ranging term in its definition and that it mainly makes sick. As with tattooing .. once begun, it is hard to stop. It is like a drug. The drug for self-affirmation, the beautiful princess in his own little fairy tale to be .. even if a million of nerves and even mean when it would remain forever alone .. what good is the love of others, when each day with a self-loathing gets up, the one drives you crazy. If you look in the mirror and liked the same moment would suggest pure .. if one does not fit into his favorite pair of jeans more ... If shopping is not fun anymore because you will not see it, instead of 36 to 40 have to buy one ..
These are the reasons why I lie awake at night and always cry, why I lost in thought during the day gazes into space, why me a beautiful person sadly true ..
me Tut song people .... but this does freedom of speech!
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