laugh me out if you like, but I'm sitting here in my room and stare for four years on the same garden. Now I can not stand our very pleasant garden .. I've experienced a lot with this view. The sunrise 18.11.2006 ... the countless phone calls and emails from Maik and Christian ... Streit, Zoff, school stress, joy and heartbreak ..
much happened with this one look out the window. . And now I'm back here .. and stare at our trees this time .. Just the feeling is different.
A sense of longing as I've never seen before. My heart stops, if not my love is with me. Stress and pressure gelatinization bother me additionally. In the evening I come home and have nothing before, except only to fall into bed. And in the morning I go first from the house to be the last to come home. It is not easy .. and alone makes the same no fun: (
I feel so lonely, so lonely without him .. leave .. so .. I would live to suddenly only half. Na as well ... My heart's not there. For he always carries with him. And I carry His .. The only thing that keeps me going when I feel weak. But I exist, but only half.
But I'm looking forward to his smile so much .. the shimmer in his eyes when he looks at me. I am looking forward so much to its heat emanating from his body ... the love that he radiates with every touch. I look forward to, as he me with only a small gesture to melt. A leaning look under his pony ... and I do not feel suddenly so steadfast.
The seductive power that emanates from him is absolute madness. I've never before felt so much attracted to someone, like you, Tim!
You're the one for me. DER, which can increase my adrenaline. You make my blood boil when you kiss me. Then I will be hot and cold at the same time. The sweet scent that I crawled into her nose when I'm lying in your arms and your warmth feel very intense. It gives me a feeling of security and refuge ...
I feel so at home with you .. Sun arrived .. so welcome ...
I honestly do not know how or why I was blessed with such luck .. I deserved something ... and why I had to wait so long on this lucky.
If fate has been so calm for half an eternity to time to let me see of you .. I will take my time now for you to keep YOUR ... and VERY VERY LONG .. I hope you have time until the Ewigkei
"And third, I was unconditionally
and irrevocably in love with him! "
and irrevocably in love with him! "
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